One of the most beautiful girls I’d ever met ended up over at my mothers house where I was living, and she was selling her body for not much at all, and we will just leave it at that.Īs per usual for me, it quickly became time to put some serious gas on this fire I had going. On a more serious note it was depressing as well. Boy, I met some interesting characters to say the least. Sometimes It was beneficial for the music… until it wasn’t.Īnyways, when I was high, I would indulge in my new hobby: looking for girls on Facebook who like to do meth. The meth got me going so fast that it slowed me down sometimes, in a good way at first-I thought. I was enthusiastic, and I know I inspired a couple of my students in particular.
I had some jazz improvisation students both in person and online. So, in the beginning when I was just smoking it, I felt pretty good a lot of the time. I know that sounds funny, but there are functioning meth addicts-they usually only smoke the stuff though. Man, I really enjoyed smoking meth, and if I would have stayed just smoking it and not taking it any further, I probably would still be successfully using meth. Within a week probably, I had my own pipe and was buying it through a middleman.
#My addiction story how to
It seemed like no big deal, so I learned how to smoke meth. I then remember being at an apartment in downtown Dallas where people were smoking meth pretty casually. Needless to say, this group did not ask me to become a full-time member and go on tour with them. It was a common thing that unfortunately could happen at any moment with me. Doing tons of cocaine and drinking, I did one of my usual behaviours, I disappeared from the stage during the performance. I did great on the recording however, we had a couple of performances that I stuck around for, and I totally blew it. I won’t name any of them, but the credits of people they had been performing with ranged from Prince to Snoop Dogg. I was flown to New Orleans, LA to do a recording with a band of musicians who were beyond talented. So now just on methadone while occasionally drinking and smoking marijuana, I was 29 years old. That’s right- a doctor was prescribing me 8 mg of ativan a day. Everything was prescribed, but I abused both substances.Įven if I didn’t usually take more than prescribed and took it as directed, that combination would have gotten me sufficiently fucked up every single day. I was a patient at a methadone clinic in Dallas and had just kicked an 8 mg a day ativan habit that was going on simultaneously with my every-day methadone use. So let’s take a stroll back to around 2015–2016. Addiction is a progressive illness, so that might partially explain how things got so out of hand so quickly.
My methamphetamine use starts later in my life. Yee-Haw! My Meth Story Begins - Wasting the Opportunity of a Lifetime, Shame, then Meth Well, my heroin addiction doesn’t even come close to where my meth addiction story took me.
#My addiction story full
I have been through what I thought were the depths of hell when my every-day heroin addiction in New York was in full flight.
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